one rose

Everything had flipped upside down sense he left Thor was going to be crowned with a beautiful wife beside him. He watched from afar Valera kiss his brother, it left a bitter taste in his mouth, his heart had broke once more he had loved her but not saying it loud enough pushed her away, he hated jerking back tears so he turned away from the scene merely feet away from him.

Loki sat at the dinning hall table next to Thor he hated being so close to him even when HIS own Valera sat next to her groom to be. Loki hadn't talked nor ate the whole night but nobody seemed to care not even Valera no especially not Valera, Loki stood all eyes gazing towards him he cleared his throat before speaking "I think I'm going to my chambers for the night" he turned to leave the room giving a thick glance as he passed Valera, he seemed to catch her eye as well, she watched as he walked off Valera gulped down the lump in her throat "my dearest Valera what's the matter?" Thor asked Valera looked at her future king suddenly appalled she stood speaking out to the crowed looking at her "I-I think I need to get some sleep as well, night" she said not giving Thor a glance as she turned to walk away.

Loki slammed the double doors to one of the small courtyards around the castle grounds he sighed walking to the small bundle of flowers him and his mistress had made years back
``flashback``
Valera summoned a spell lifting the wet soil from the ground Loki smiled at how much she had improved over the last 3 months Valera smiled back making his heart rate beat slightly faster Loki sat the flowers, only known to Asgard, into the plot of empty dirt space on the ground. "there" he told the blonde sorceress next to him Valera placed down the soil gently onto the Green roses planted just now the two backed up admiring it Valera smiled at her Loki "I love it" she said giving him a quick kiss.
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Loki ghosted his hands over the dark wet soil beneath him a tear attempting to fall when he herd her angelic voice one more time "Loki?" she called Loki stood and turned seeing the beautiful Asgardian woman before him her hair up in the green and gold beads of a head dress her long draping to the grey tile before them the moon beams shined on the green dress outlined in gold lace she looked gorgeous "Why?" he asked Valera looked away from him.

"Valera please" Loki begged he walked closer to her Valera gazed at the ground holding back her own tears, then she felt it the cold hand of the Asgardian/Ice giant that she had fallen in love with years before she looked up into his green orbs that held sorrow "Valera, how does he make you feel?" Loki asked "does he give you dozens of red roses?" tears skimmed over Valera's bottom eyelid "because even if Thor gives you a dozen rose's I'll still be here to give you just one" he said holding out the green rose from there garden Valera smiled hugging Loki tightly around the waste "oh Loki, I love you" Loki smiled hugging Valera close to him "I love you to, my princess" he whispered.